It's been snowing and cold so everything is beautiful and white. I am feeling a tad fragile though. Not really bad just, well like I said in the last post, I am not freaking out with Christmas "stuff" the busyness and self imposed "have to's". I am still busy with life but there isn't that rushing and forcing things. Which means, I haven't put up the tree yet, or done any baking, or watched Christmas movies with the boys. The main reason why is that this year the boys are really busy and spending a lot more time with girlfriend and friends. Things are changing. I guess since they don't seem to care I haven't been in much of a hurry. I will definitely have a tree, I mean it's one of my favorite things about Christmas, it's just that I haven't been as motivated to get it up as soon. I gave up trying to get everyone together for a family photo. We can't seem to schedule it in daylight and you know, it's okay.
I need to rethink my ideas and start figuring out what I really enjoy and want to keep doing whether they are involved or not. I am practicing attraction rather than promotion. I am letting go a little. It's sad but they are growing up and so far doing pretty well. Bittersweet.
I have been doing some Christmas Crafts. Just a few cards and an ATC ornament swap for Cocoa Daisy. It was really fun. Here are the ones I made for it.
My studio is a mess now. Time to clean up. What are you working on?